| what is it with you?! |
these few weeks, u've been ridiculously cruel to me and my feelings!
you dun seem to understand my explainations!!
you dun even seem to want to except my explainations at all!!
to you, everything i did or plan to do is wrong!!!
EVRYTHING IS WRONG!!
even saving up for my wedding is wrong?
u tell me wads rite then!!!!!!!
if u were to look at things in a diff prospective,
if u were to talk things thru
instead of using that tone of voice which in turn mkes me raise my voice too,
if u were to understand the situation first before
accusing and assuming the worst out of it,
if u were to realise wad i did n planning to do is to the best of my ability,
if u should only noe that wadever i do
I ALWAYS KEEP U AND UR SENSITIVE FEELINGS IN THIS THICK SKULL OF MINE
before making any decision!!!,
den things will not end up like this!
it seems like u wanna pull me dwn instead of making me stand tall.
it seems like u think im goin to go thru the same situation like u
therefore u wan me to do the things u did before!!
WELL LET ME TELL U SOMETHING!!
I AM NOT U!!
eventhou u wen thru this before wen u were young,
wad makes u think im gona go thru it like u?
wad makes u think im gona suffer like u?
OR DO YOU WAN ME TO SUFFER LIKE YOU??
and wad do u expect out of my small pathetic pay?
u keep saying wad i give u monthly is little BUT
u say u arent complaining!
u keep repeating this over and over again
WHICH MEANS U ARE BLOODY WELL COMPLAINING!!
go ahead and compare me with the others.
i dun bother.
wad do u get from comparing?
only to find out that im a loser?
that YOU RAISED A LOSER?
and please!
this is the most irritating!
everytime the other donkeys make mistakes,
you scolded them
AND AT THE SAME TIME I GET SCOLDED TO!!
u rake bck all my past mistakes and instead of
them getting scolded for thier mistakes,
IT BECAME MINE!!!!!!!
wad am i?
being the eldest of all and this is wad i deserve?
get a hang of urself!!
oh please u are far worst than me!!
dun mke me mention the only one thing that u've been doing!!!
oh yes i repeat, BEEN DOING!!
behind his back.
get angry with me for all u want.
i dun really bother now.
coz obviously nothing matters. |
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posted by nana0606 at 
